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August 11th, 2009

AFTER STAFF Group Therapy – What was the scariest thing about leaving your staff job?

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We asked a wide variety of former staff photographers the same question, and here’s what they told us. Please share your own stories — as you can see, you’re not alone. Follow the “more” link to see all photographers, and check out Monday’s “Group Therapy” for photographers’ back stories and websites. Click here for more “After Staff” posts.

  • What was the hardest or scariest thing for you when you left your staff position? How did you get past it?

Pouya Dianat
Free time is a terrifying thing to have, at first. When I was a staffer, I talked about everything I was going to do and kept a list. The first week I had off from work, though…I sat staring at my computer just crushed by the overwhelming weight of freedom. So I set up a comprehensive list of everything I wanted to do and organized my days to have a loose rotation. If I have a week off while the Braves are out of town I rotate my days between:

(1) PHOTO DAY – Spent working on personal projects, screwing around with studio ideas, editing photos, researching things I want to work on, planning future projects

(2) FILM DAY – Working on scripts with my roommate, who is a writer, watching shorts, reading FilmMaker, MovieMaker and Film Comment, watching movies, reading about other filmmakers, researching

(3) TRAINING DAY – Log on to Lynda.com and choose something from SEO, Flash, Final Cut, PhotoShop, or any other program and learn something new — it’s been phenomenal

And on the seventh day of the week? Errands and finances: getting bank accounts into order, budgeting for the rest of the month, paying bills, buying way too many Magic Arms at Showcase Inc., etc. The key to my new career is constant growth, continuous learning, and striking a balance between paying the bills and doing what I want to do.

Stuart Thurlkil
Not knowing very much about business and how to get the phone to ring. I was afraid that my photography wouldn’t match up with what people were expecting in the consumer and business markets. But I found that people responded to my storytelling style, and it just took some time to get the ball rolling.

Business took longer to learn, but I read a lot and talked with others who were in business and sales. I listened to other photographers at workshops and conferences and sought out people in industries outside photography. I was like a sponge, soaking up as much information as I could. I then tried to immediately implementing what I learned.

Nanine Hartzenbusch
Establishing my professional identity in a new community — we moved to a different city and I created a new business. I was known and well-connected in the Baltimore Washington community because I had worked as a staff photographer for the Baltimore Sun for 11 years. In Charlotte, where we’ve been for two years, people are still getting to know me and my work. My biggest challenge is to grow my client base, while getting to know Charlotte. A friend counseled me, “This is a marathon, not a sprint,” which has helped tremendously. Being patient has been key.

Annie Wells
Sometimes I’ll get to the end of a day and wonder, “What did I accomplish today?” Losing your profession is mind boggling, even though I knew I was going to be moving into something else. I’m also such a work-oriented person, not having a job is hard. I have covered events with friends, and it’s good to know you can be moral as well as physical support for other people. We’re all struggling. Just to know there’s someone out there who is willing to lend a hand is huge.

Jason Arthurs
The scariest part for me was simply putting a price on my own work and my own time. At a newspaper that price is set for you, and you have one boss you are accountable to for the most part. I got past the pricing myself obstacle fairly quickly. Once someone said yes to a price that I thought was fair, I felt a lot more confident with the next client. I was very careful not to undercut the market in my area. A lot of my freelance work comes as referrals from other freelancers and I think it´s important to know what the market price is for assignments.

David Walter Banks
The scariest part for me was leaving that steady paycheck and having no idea where the next job would come from. I was also very unprepared, as most newspaper photographers are, for the business side of photography, which can inevitably make or break you. I confronted these issues by simply burying my head in books about business and marketing and reaching out to all my colleagues to educate myself.  Once I had a better idea of my goals in business and how to attain them, things became much less scary.

Eric Larson & Jen Sens
ERIC: The most difficult part of the transition has been the business aspect. Bidding jobs, contracts, licensing, bookkeeping, marketing. They don’t teach you any of that in journalism school. We don’t spend as much time as we would like shooting pictures, but that’s a reality of running your own business.

Not having benefits or a paycheck is also right up there. You can’t really live on a budget when you have no guaranteed income, and getting independent health-insurance is a kind of like being stuck in a very expensive bad dream. I took the take-this-job-and-shove-it approach to leaving the paper. This wasn’t the smartest, but I can relate to someone who comes into work one day and leaves without a job. You go into survival mode and are forced to figure things out pretty quick. Especially when you are young, aren’t vested in your 401K, don’t have any savings, and need to spend 20K on gear in order to operate.

I lived off credit cards for a few years. The nice thing about freelancing is you can clear debt pretty fast if you land one big job. All those years of shooting, interning, and assisting gave us a solid portfolio to start with and made us pretty confident in our abilities. If you show up to a big shoot, get nervous, and don’t bring it, you won’t get another call from that client. We also have a great mentor in Orlando, Ben Van Hook. He has been instrumental in helping us learn about the business and become better versed at producing large advertising shoots.

Kendrick Brinson
Only one year ago, I thought I’d never have what it takes to be a freelancer. I didn’t like the idea of working to sell myself, I wanted my work to speak for itself and because I love shooting, I thought I would deeply miss the breadth of assignments that I’d grown used to day-to-day working on staff at a newspaper. Getting past my fear of learning marketing and meeting with major publications’ photo editors was merely doing it. The first time I walked into Newsweek, I lacked confidence in my photography. All it took to gain that was having major photo editors pause at my photos and ooh and ahh and ask questions. I did not receive a lot of positive feedback while I was on staff at newspapers and it was so refreshing and encouraging to hear visual editors, at the top of their game, think I was worthy of their time.

Heather Hughes Ostermaier
The hardest thing for me was leaving my friends and the excitement of the newsroom, which made it easy for me to stay on top of local events. So I started a monthly get together for all of the past and current newspaper employees (since there have been so many layoffs, a lot of us are still in the area).

The scariest thing was not having a guaranteed paycheck and the uncertainty of having a successful business five, ten, or even twenty years down the road. So I read several business and photography business books, and talked with everyone (including Rachel LaCour Niesen) who had successfully gone through the transition to learn from them. Then I kept careful records of when I booked weddings, how many meetings I had, etc. so I was able to see trends through the year and know if I was doing as well as or better than the year before.


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  1. August 11th, 2009 at 12:03 pm

    The Wedding Times » AFTER STAFF Group Therapy - What was the scariest thing about leaving your staff job?

    […] We asked a wide variety of former staff photographers the same question, and here’s what they told us. Please share your own stories — as you can see, you’re not alone. Follow the “more” link to see all photographers, and check out Monday’s “ Group Therapy ” for photographers’ back stories and websites. Click here for more “After Staff” posts. What was the hardest or scariest thing for you when you left your staff position? How did you get past it? Pouya Dianat Free time is a terri Source: http://blog.livebooks.com/2009/08/after-staff-group-therapy-what-was-the-scariest-thing-about-leavin… […]

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